My creativity is faltering.

2026-07-12

I've been on an unintentional creative deficit as I have been stuck consuming more than I would really like. It gets way too comfortable, being a consumer. The more I get stuck doom-scrolling online or watching Youtube videos to pass time, the more my body aches and my mental is strained. What's even worse is that sometimes an inspiring and life-changing Youtube video would pop up in my feed, and while watching it, I'd feel inspired; after watching it, I would do absolutely nothing with it and go nowhere.

I feel drained and purposeless when I see others in the world do the things that I would like to do, and I've decided that this comparison needs to stop, and I must take action. This...digital garden of sorts will act as a creative outlet of mine, and it'll all start with a seed. As long as I keep putting my thoughts out there, with no expectations, maybe it'll be useful to someone or my future self. This will be my genuine thoughts about my perspective. Maybe one day this site will become a tree with leaflets of relatable and real experiences of mine.